Dear,

Maybe I'm NOT your only choices.

That's why you wouldn't spell a word of HOPE

Unlike me, I ONLY choose you.

So, I got to pay the prize of  any  INSECURE outcomes.

Ya Allah, If he's really the one for me
Blessed our love. May it all for seeking Your love

And if he's not
Lean me some courage to face it and let go. 

Only You the One for me to HOPE 
and the One who knows me better. Ameen.